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I removed previous blog
Sorry But i didn't want that there anymore and wasn't sure how to delete it.
Written on 2 Sep 2015 at 1:36AM
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OCT 1, 2009
THIS IS ONE DAY I WILL NEVER FORGET AND WILL REMEMBER WITH SO MUCH HEARTACHE, IT IS THE DAY I HAD TO DECIDE IF MY PRECIOUS DOG JAZMINE WOULD LIVE ONLY A FEW DAYS MORE IN HORRIFIC PAIN WITH THE CANCER THAT WAS SURE TO TAKE HER LIFE BEFORE THE WEEKEND WAS OVER, OR DO THE HUMANE THING AND LET HER GO GRACEFULLY WITH NO PAIN! GOD BLESSED US WITH HER FOR 10 YEARS PLUS, AND SHE WAS A WONDERFUL ASSET TO OUR FAMILY BUT TO ALLOW HER TO DIE IN AGONY WAS JUST NOT FAIR ONLY TO LOSE HER ANYWAY, A FEW SHORT DAYS LATER!
I love her more than life itself and i just couldn't watch her suffer another minute! My husband, Jack, Our youngest daughter Rachel, and I were there with her that day, she layed her head on my lap and remained there me petting her head face and neck telling her Mommy loves you baby girl, for her final moments, it was so hard to let her go but i know now we did the right thing for her!
Every night i watched her getting worse, i feared one day she wouldn't wake and we would have to remember her here all alone as she took her last breath... it was sure to happen and we knew this! Cancer is a horrible thing, has no mercy or compassion when it strikes. Jazmine was better than that and Now God has her in his care until we meet again!
We love you JAZMINE now and forever and i truly believe we will meet in Heaven one day!
REST IN PEACE MY SWEET BABY GIRL,JAZMINE, AND UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, KNOW WE WILL NEVER EVER FORGET YOU AND WILL LOVE YOU WITH EVERY BREATH WE TAKE FOREVER!!
A POEM I WROTE IN MEMORY OF JAZMINE:

JUST LEARNING HOW TO COPE
Tuesday, October 20, 2009 at 4:30pm
JUST TO HEAR DOGS BARKING, IT TEARS ME UP INSIDE
THESE FEELINGS ARE SO PAINFUL AND SOMETHING I CAN'T HIDE
THE DAYS AND WEEKS WITHOUT HER HAVE BEEN SO HARD FOR ME
JUST TO HAVE HER HOME AGAIN, HOW HAPPY WE WOULD BE!

TO SEE HER TILT HER HEAD AGAIN, WHENEVER I WOULD SAY
"GOOD MORNING JAZMINE, BABY GIRL AND HOW ARE YOU TODAY"?
OR FEEL HER PLACE HER PAW, ON TOP OF BOTH MY FEET
KNOWING I WOULD GET HER, THE TREATS SHE LOVED TO EAT!

OR HEAR HER SAY "I LOVE YOU", AND YES SHE REALLY DID!
I'M TELLING YOU, IT'S REALLY TRUE, SHE ACTED LIKE A KID!
SO MANY MEMORIES OF HER, SHE'S IN MY HEART TO STAY
AND I BELIEVE, WHEN IT IS TIME, WE'LL REUNITE SOME DAY!

WE LOVE AND MISS YOU JAZMINE! Mommy & Daddy 10-20-09
Written on 7 Nov 2009 at 1:47PM
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